something different

Another night with Kurt in with us. 2 weeks now! At least I could go back to bed this afternoon, and boy did I need it! 2 1/2 hours sleep!
Kurt started his communion lessons today, which he was very pleased about, he wanted to do it last year but couldn't as I was away in Devon for 6 months. So he's doing it a year later and is very eager. It's nice to have somebody in my house share my faith with me, and I think it helps give him something which nothing else can. He is a Catholic through and through!

Then we went to the cinema to see Mission Impossible 4. A really good film I would recommend it! How good though, it only cost us 45p for 5 tickets! A mixture of a Christmas gift card and points I'd saved on my Odeon card. A real treat, especially considering how skint we are this month.

And OK, I have given in for the time being and started smoking again, I lasted just over a week, but was so tired this week that I just couldn't be bothered trying to fight the cravings, I'll quit again in about a weeks time, just gotta build myself up to it. And yes, I have caved in the diet also! Again, just too tired to have to think about it. So tomorrow I am well and truly back on it, it's an easy plan so I really don't have any excuse for it other than pure laziness lol!

And so to tonight. After 2 weeks of not sleeping properly, we are going to try a different tactic tonight. Kurt is going to stay up with Vince until about midnight. An easy thing for Kurt as he won't sleep until he's given his melatonin. I'm hoping that the change in his sleeping pattern tonight may just be enough to let him sleep through, and disrupting the pattern of waking at 2-3am and jumping into bed with us. It might work, fingers crossed!

I know it's awful, but I'm also hoping that Sean's game will be called off tomorrow, His training was cancelled today due to a frozen pitch, and it's certainly cold enough outside - don't really fancy standing around in this weather for a couple of hours. Does that make me sound like a bad mum? No, just a very tired one!!

Wish us luck for tonight xx